Absolutely knackered now but I somehow feel a lot more 'driven'! I guess with us both changing jobs, the dogs and plane idleness, we have become a bit stagnant!
I have to say the diagnosis has played a part in this new found vigour! Me & the Boyf have been talking a few things over in the past week and have decided not to let ourselves fall into this illness! Lifes to short for fucks sake!!
Sorry for swearing there, but thats what I feel like everytime I think about the HIV! Not in a violent way! It's more like I get this big burst of energy deep inside me that just seems to collapse in on itself then explode! Not had anything like that for a very long time.
So now I am going to channel all that energy into living life to the full & doing my utmost to control the HIV! Eating well, getting round to giving up smoking - Not the weed though! Excercise especially as the gym is the next project after the kitchen is finished!
Well it getting late now and I am guessing I will have abusy day again tomorrow. So I am gonna roll another one and then get some sleep!
So Good Night!
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